| Location | Coventry |
| Age | 22 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 22/11/1980 |
| Date of Death | 04/07/2003 |
| Visitors | 1,802 since 06/09/2008 |
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Our brother B.j ( Barry John Beeres) was serving four years in prison at Wellingborough prison, and with only a year of his sentence left he commitid suicide. He was found hanging in his sell. Even though the staff where told he wanted to take his own life by an inmate, At his inquest this inmate could unfortunately not be found, his name is Mark Bray, We would really like to get in contact with him, because the prison system got away with it, witch makes it a lot harder to cope with, because our brother could of been saved. Not only did he leave us behind ( his sisters) but he left his mum, brother and his six month old son Calum. Who is now the spitting image if his Dad! Each day he's not here gets a litter harder knowing that were never going to see his face again. If only he could have held on for that last year of his sentence to see his baby boy. That baby boy is 7 , 8 on Jan the 13th and they both have missed out on so many years of laughter and happines. Calum is so clever and has such an amzing personalitly, just like his dad. Here's a poem B to show you that we still care and think about you everyday! I know you thought we didnt.
You're still here our my heart's and mind's,
still making us laugh cause your stories live on.
we hold you in a thought and we can feel you.
We feel you and this gives us strength and courage.
The tears we have cried for you could flood the earth
and we know you have wiped each one away.
For you Brother, we promise you this,
We will go on with our life and make you proud. We will always hold you in our heart.
We promise you we will be missing you everyday till the end of time,
but this is not our end and we can't hold our head underwater....We need to breathe.
We need to love and miss you, but we also need to live because through us you will live,
you will still laugh and love,
you will still sing and dance,
You will forever be in our lives,
you will forever be a brother,
a son,
a dad
a uncle
and friend.
we am going to miss your shining face
we think of you and wonder why?
we might cry or smile,
but at the end of the day we are still one day closer to you....
We all love and miss you dearly B. Untill we meet again!
Love always and forever.
Tisha, Jennifer, Chinade, Aaron, Mum & Micky!
& All The Kids.
happy birthday
B.j, i kno its a late happy birthday, but i couldn't face you turnin 30, you allways used to say you never be that old, you won didn't ya, you have broke my heart all over again!!, not a day goes by that i dont think, or even talk about you, your on my mind 24/7, i love you soooo much xxxxxxxxx
I miss you x
B.J, I didnt forget, I never would, everyday your there in my head, it hurts so much!, I miss you badly!, I love you always!, Tisha x
My Brother
Hey b , I didn't have access to a computer yesterday to tell you this. Seven years has gone by now and still its no easyer, as time goes on it acctually gets worse. I wish everything was different and you were still here ! Maybe one day we will meat again but i sit here only in hope , everyday i think of you and what your doing up there , what its like to be free of the pain. I miss you b so much and i realy hope your okay. Love and miss you always Till we meet again, Jen & Tori.
happy birthday my big brother
From day one,
without knowing it,
I loved you with all my heart.
As I grew older I looked up to you and to no other..
You were my best friend and my hero.
At night I miss the sound of your music,
I miss waking up an seeing you with your hand on your face !
I miss your comfort and the way you made me feel safe.
I like to remember our times together good times and the bad.
I miss your smile,
and I miss the way our room smelt of your cologne.
But most of all I miss your reassuring hugs and rubbing your head before i went to bed.
I wish I could go back and tell you how I felt,
how much i love my big brother !
I will always love you no matter how long its been,
since the day your life began & came to an end.
I miss my big brother.
Happy birthday b , my big brother ravin in heaven ..
Till we meet again !
I love you .
xx
Happy birthday xx
B.j, Happy birthday, I try an imagine what you would look like as you got older, it breaks my heart, i love an miss you so much, I dont know how I cope, but I do, or do I, no one else is there when Im on my own in bits, till we meet again B, I love you, Tisha xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Happy birthday
B.j, your 29 today bab such a shame I can’t share it with you, But one day we will meet up and go raving like me and Tisha do, so till then, I love and miss you always, love you mum xxx
B.j, it’s your birthday today your 29 can not believe it your my special big brother, and I love you loads always your little sister Chinade (Chuckie) xxxx
Always in my heart, love you. Nan xx
Love and miss you. uncle Dave xxx
Love and miss you on your birthday, Mickey & Aaron xxxx
i love and miss you!!!!
The day is raw an we are still sore, But we'll unite together an become one, fo you B.j, our loved one. Stompin, chompin not no long thing. Gettin messy and ravin up for you cause you showed us all what to do. We'll be messy, messy, messy, but all in his memory. we will all be down with the hardcore feelin's, ravin around to the sounds, gettin down to to the hardcore like never before. We are true to you, why some peep's aint got a clue!, Lost, Loved but never forgotten, R.I.P B.j, i love you always kim xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
My Amazing Brother !
B.j .. I Was Just Thinkin Ov You . & Wanted To Tell You I Love & Miss You So Much ! The Pic Ov You Sitting Here By My Side ! The Biggest Smile On Your Face Is What Helps Me Servive , Im Going Raving The 10th With Tish , Wish you Could Be There .. !! I Kno You Will Be , But Its Still Not The Same ! Each Day Gets A Little Harder Knowing That Your Never Cummin Bak ! Knowing That Im Not Gonna Be Able To Rub Your Head Before I Go To Bed :'( I Love You & Miss You Dearly B.. xxxxxxx
My Big Brother B.J
6 Years 2 day you went away! heart broken & destroyed, its still a fresh wound to me. each year it just gets a little harder just to think & kno your never cummin bak! i kno it was a stupid mistake that went wrong but, that makes it hurt even more. B ill love you forever, Wish you could see tori you would love her, Shes defoo gonna kno about her uncle BJ, The brightest star in tha sky! R.I.P B ravin in heaven!! xx
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